I keep thinking. This can't be a good thing.

I keep wanting to try and write a romance of some kind. Dreamspinner, Samhain, or LooseId look like viable options for this. And I have ideas that could work for each one. For Dreamspinner I have any number of ideas for gay romances, mostly with mystery/suspense plots. For Samhain I've got a few supernatural ideas. For LooseId I've got some porny/sexy ones.

The trick is to write them now. I shouldn't think about what everyone in my life would think if I did write those, should I? I mean, if I manage to sell one to LooseId, what would my mother think?

I worry way too much about what other people think. But it's harder to ignore it when they're in the same house as me...

I keep trying to tell myself that I need to worry about first writing them, then finishing them, then polishing them, then selling them. And only after that do I need to worry about what people will think.

But it doesn't work. My brain always jumps ahead about sixteen spaces. Grr.